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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
My lazy Monday
12:05 AM | 0 Comments Friday, December 25, 2009
The night of love and giving                         We kind of made the wrong decision by celebrating Xmas over at town, everywhere was so packed with people which i h8 the most. Stayed in malls taking photos is the best we did to celebrate xmas before meeting up with Darren and head over to Bukit Timah to meet up with the rest. 9:39 PM | 0 Comments Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Save me I'd moved on an hour ago. And now I'm crying over the phone telling my best friend I wanted to go back to the past and how terrible i miss him now. 1:30 AM | 0 Comments My 2009 Oh wells. Had been wanting to talk 'bout 2009 for a very long time, thinking of what to type out in here when i'm bored, on my way to work, while in a shower, in the bus/train or whatever you can think of! (I know this may be too early to post this up, 'cause i seriously cannot find time to do this. Em.. like lets say near to the last day of 2009?) (On a side note, am using the desktop now and am so not used to the keyboard... 'Cause my notebook is now at the Service Centre and is going to be of a better one soon!) Yup. I know i had mentioned how much i wanted to skipped year 2008 and go on to 2009... And it was indeed slightly better this year. To be honest, i actually learnt alot, had a stronger character than before and am very independent now, please feel proud for me 'cause i am telling the truth! I used to be the seriously stupid girl, the most dumbest girl you can ever think of. I dont know why i said that but i find that i was really dumb enough, and i really really liked what i had became today. 'Cause people always say we only learnt when we met something terrible. (Though it wasnt that terrible to some like deaths... But it was really bad enough for me to handle, it was like my depression period and you wont know whats going on in my mind, they were really... Scary!) Well lets not talk 'bout that 'cause i've moved on and every one has to, no? Besides that i did a lot of evil stuffs too... Hmm... (Okay, only 1 really bad one.) But i felt so bad after that that i sweared not to bother a single shyt of it or being kaypo in the future. Other than that, what i got most was... More clothes in my wardrobe, bags in my cupboard, shoes in the storeroom and accessories on my table!! Heeeee They're of my hard earned money which contains my blood and sweat (Although i worked in an air-conditioned place and am not required to kill anyone to see blood or what-so-ever), and the never-ending sai kang work that i have to do! However, they were all worth it. Ever since this so called "stable" part-time job which i had stayed with for more than a year, i did not take allowance from my parents anymore and is paying for my own bills, transport, food, other needs etc etc. May be tough at times, but at least i learned to control the money i earned and resist temptations which i might fail at times and then suffer after that... :-/ I'm complacent despite the fact that i'm single. There were times that my friends asked me questions like.. "So... When are you going to get yourself a boyfriend." or "Why don't you give XXX a chance." or "Are you looking for a rich and handsome guy.". And then i'll always reply, "Aiya, i dont have time la!" or just a single reply, "Dont want.". And sometimes more deep into the conversation, i will tell em' my true thinking... I'm pleased with how's my life is going on now, i dont see a reason to change it, and sad to say, i am an extremely busy person, so busy that i do not have time for extra stuffs. HAHAHAHA. (I always tell that to my close friends) You can tell by the number of times i blogged per week, the super short post each time it gets and the number of times i called up my dear friends to meet em' up or even spent time with my family members. Anyway, i got no idea how i managed to spend the time here typing out, thinking and trying to get my grammer correct when i am supposed to be sleeping as i needa wake up at 8 plus later. But just a few more which i think is the most important of all... I know i am not the most perfect person or even the best the person each of you have met. I just wanna apologize if i did anything cruel to anyone of you (i cant think of any now 'cause i felt that i did loads of terrible things this year as compared to the other years i had been through). Worst of all, i had not attend church for nearly a year. I always tell myself that i wanna drop by to attend service but because of the temptations that is leading me to, i couldnt get myself to go to church any way. (I KNOW THIS IS AN EXCUSE BUT PLEASE JUST READ ON!!!) Yeah, i may not go to church now, but i will do so in the future, when i had enough of... Life. I mean... Enough fun. I know this is the worst thing that i can ever say it here, bet God will be super upset with me. But ya, i'm honest enough alright. So please, to whoever that goes "Orh hor..." when i tell em' this. I'm being honest here. And hey! Thanks for reading till here... Hope that this is the nicest post i did so far. :D And Merry X'mas! 12:26 AM | 0 Comments Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Recalling last night's incident Mom: Are you going to get an iphone? Me: No leh, I'm going to get something better than that. ;> 10:41 AM | 2 Comments Sunday, December 20, 2009
“Sometimes love isnt about how someone suits you, but how much you’re willing to change to suit them.” 8:01 PM | 0 Comments Friday, December 18, 2009
namewithyellowthreadings Its only the first week of the 3-week school hols and it seems like its almost ending. My thursday was pretty simple- late for work, tying dolls' hair, meeting up with Alv(okay the other boys too), received the mini gift Alv got from his trip to Thailand or Bk(i'm not very sure), but still appericate it. :> It had been years since someone gotten me something. Haaaaa. Watched the guys play billiard, supper @ Hk cafe. Ah yes. Avatar is out! hoohoo~ 1:56 AM | 0 Comments Thursday, December 17, 2009
My current and consistently used phrase. Gotta get that Gotta get that Gotta get that Gotta get that that that, that that 12:35 AM | 0 Comments Sunday, December 13, 2009
Sinful Did not keep my word again last night, instead of going to Power House with this friend of mine, i guess we were pretty fickle-minded too for accepting and then rejecting when he called each time. And ytd was totally not a day for us to hang out in town 'cause it was so packed everywhere that all we wanted to do was to settle down, get a drink and go online thru' wi-fi. Starbucks, cushion seats, grande greentea frapp, grande white chocolate mocha, itouch and jelly cam were enough to keep us going. Ending the day at Haji, sheesha, drinks, sandwich and of 'cause jokes to make it even better that they pissed off the people there.       4:20 PM | 0 Comments Friday, December 11, 2009
December hols. Busy with Tumblr. Twitter. Exams. Freedom will be here and will be down at the Power House this weekend, i guess. Haaa. Cant wait for the official ones on the 15th. 1:06 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, December 08, 2009
overdue.       Please do not ask me, I.Dont.Know.Why.   10:02 PM | 0 Comments Monday, December 07, 2009
The Twilight Saga: New Moon Yeah~ I watched the movie today though i had read the book, and as usual, the book is always better than the one shown in the movie. Gotta finish the third book soon coz Joyce told me they're starting to film Eelipse alr!!! Wouldn't want to get all confused when watching the next one ya? Oh yes, just before i start. My main purpose of watching the movie was to.... See Jacob!! HAHAHAHA. I mean, seriously. Bella is the dumbest girl ever and i totally h8 her character in the story- blind for love, and worst of all, over a vampire!!!! ARGHSSSS And i have to say this AGAIN, coz i think Jacob treats Bella so much better than Edward, dont you think so?!! If i'm bella, i'll kick edward away and be with Jacob. C'mon. Look at his body! Super hot please! And his tanned skin, unlike Edward! Eww! So fair that is super disgusting. Oh, and his cold. Dislike feeling cold. 6:39 PM | 0 Comments Friday, December 04, 2009
This is the last batch i guess. Oh wells. My Friday has been a bitch, gonna drown my boredom to a bunch of shows online. This will probably make me feel better by a little? Argh. Hope so.     Rival. (Inside joke)  Trust me, i dont see em very often. Each of us has a fixed place. :-/ 11:53 PM | 0 Comments Thursday, December 03, 2009
Masquerade  Table on the right.  Table 2.          LOL  Hot.  LAUGHED LIKE HELL. XD  Told ya, she's better than me. :(  My fanxxzzz. HAHAHAHAHA  J. C x3  10:30 PM | 2 Comments Older posts Newer posts |