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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
IG a.k.a CCA OH YAY. The few of us went to check out the various IG booths after school today, for the 2nd time and.... we'd each signed up a few IG and ya!! i'm so excited for the try outs now, ESP THE PERCUSSION! omg. i dont care if i'm like noob at it or not, i'm gonna get my butt in by all means!! if they dont take me in, i'm gonna flirt the person-in-charge or whoever has big shot that have their final says. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH. die die also want to get into percussion! anyw, pp is sucha bitch today, you have no idea how pissed i am in front of the whole class today by her numerous of questions. rwarrrrrrrrr! you very noisy yknow??!!!  Monday 9:02 PM | 2 Comments Tuesday, April 28, 2009
flashbacks its really nice to talk about little things that happened before, i can get all happy and think of it as present whenever i talked about it. BUT still. i have to bear this in mind that he's gone for good. 8:17 PM | 2 Comments Monday, April 27, 2009
Team 3- Science  3:01 PM | 0 Comments Sunday, April 26, 2009
Agyness Deyn       11:05 PM | 1 Comments Saturday, April 25, 2009
dinner was supposed to have a company dinner tonight but due to the last minute announment to everyone, most of the girls couldn't make it and it was postponed to next Saturday. Like damn. Now i can't attend the dinner, coz i'll be away from Spore on Friday! rwarrr! I want to go! I also want to go Msia! :( 11:40 PM | 0 Comments Friday, April 24, 2009
ENFJ- The Giver I KNOW THIS IS REALLY LONG BUT THIS IS WHAT WE DID IN CLASS TODAY AND I REALLY LIKE THIS PERSONALITY TEST. TRY YOUR'S? do your test here and you'll get your result in 4 capital letters find out more about your result here As an ENFJ, you're primary mode of living is focused externally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is internal, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. ENFJs are people-focused individuals. They live in the world of people possibilities. More so than any other type, they have excellent people skills. They understand and care about people, and have a special talent for bringing out the best in others. ENFJ's main interest in life is giving love, support, and a good time to other people. They are focused on understanding, supporting, and encouraging others. They make things happen for people, and get their best personal satisfaction from this. Because ENFJ's people skills are so extraordinary, they have the ability to make people do exactly what they want them to do. They get under people's skins and get the reactions that they are seeking. ENFJ's motives are usually unselfish, but ENFJs who have developed less than ideally have been known to use their power over people to manipulate them. ENFJ's are so externally focused that it's especially important for them to spend time alone. This can be difficult for some ENFJs, because they have the tendency to be hard on themselves and turn to dark thoughts when alone. Consequently, ENFJs might avoid being alone, and fill their lives with activities involving other people. ENFJs tend to define their life's direction and priorities according to other people's needs, and may not be aware of their own needs. It's natural to their personality type that they will tend to place other people's needs above their own, but they need to stay aware of their own needs so that they don't sacrifice themselves in their drive to help others. ENFJ's tend to be more reserved about exposing themselves than other extraverted types. Although they may have strongly-felt beliefs, they're likely to refrain from expressing them if doing so would interfere with bringing out the best in others. Because their strongest interest lies in being a catalyst of change in other people, they're likely to interact with others on their own level, in a chameleon-like manner, rather than as individuals. Which is not to say that the ENFJ does not have opinions. ENFJs have definite values and opinions which they're able to express clearly and succinctly. These beliefs will be expressed as long as they're not too personal. ENFJ is in many ways expressive and open, but is more focused on being responsive and supportive of others. When faced with a conflict between a strongly-held value and serving another person's need, they are highly likely to value the other person's needs. The ENFJ may feel quite lonely even when surrounded by people. This feeling of aloneness may be exacerbated by the tendency to not reveal their true selves. People love ENFJs. They are fun to be with, and truly understand and love people. They are typically very straight-forward and honest. Usually ENFJs exude a lot of self-confidence, and have a great amount of ability to do many different things. They are generally bright, full of potential, energetic and fast-paced. They are usually good at anything which captures their interest. ENFJs like for things to be well-organized, and will work hard at maintaining structure and resolving ambiguity. They have a tendency to be fussy, especially with their home environments. In the work place, ENFJs do well in positions where they deal with people. They are naturals for the social committee. Their uncanny ability to understand people and say just what needs to be said to make them happy makes them naturals for counseling. They enjoy being the center of attention, and do very well in situations where they can inspire and lead others, such as teaching. ENFJs do not like dealing with impersonal reasoning. They don't understand or appreciate its merit, and will be unhappy in situations where they're forced to deal with logic and facts without any connection to a human element. Living in the world of people possibilities, they enjoy their plans more than their achievements. They get excited about possibilities for the future, but may become easily bored and restless with the present. ENFJs have a special gift with people, and are basically happy people when they can use that gift to help others. They get their best satisfaction from serving others. Their genuine interest in Humankind and their exceptional intuitive awareness of people makes them able to draw out even the most reserved individuals. ENFJs have a strong need for close, intimate relationships, and will put forth a lot of effort in creating and maintaining these relationships. They're very loyal and trustworthy once involved in a relationship. An ENFJ who has not developed their Feeling side may have difficulty making good decisions, and may rely heavily on other people in decision-making processes. If they have not developed their Intuition, they may not be able to see possibilities, and will judge things too quickly based on established value systems or social rules, without really understanding the current situation. An ENFJ who has not found their place in the world is likely to be extremely sensitive to criticism, and to have the tendency to worry excessively and feel guilty. They are also likely to be very manipulative and controling with others. In general, ENFJs are charming, warm, gracious, creative and diverse individuals with richly developed insights into what makes other people tick. This special ability to see growth potential in others combined with a genuine drive to help people makes the ENFJ a truly valued individual. As giving and caring as the ENFJ is, they need to remember to value their own needs as well as the needs of others. 8:57 PM | 4 Comments I know this is just ramdom. I WANT LONG HAIR! 12:16 AM | 0 Comments Thursday, April 23, 2009
a reminder for self Perseverence must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:4 "Instead of complaining about our struggles, we should see them as opportunities for growth." 11:58 PM | 0 Comments oh well. i guess i got nothing to blog these days, coz i'm just going to school each day walking, sweating and fighting for lifts. That's what it happened every morning, 1 min late also cannot!! the other time i was like late for 2 mins and the faci nagged at me like hell. rwarrrr! noisy faci(s)! as if i really want that, the lifts! HELLO~? oh anyw, i got my grade for my first day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. C bodoh! like wth, i was laughing away when i saw it. *roll eyes* great. tml's Friday, can't wait! and am working these weekends. wondering when i'm gonna quit the job. 8:23 PM | 2 Comments Tuesday, April 21, 2009
BABIES am soooooo happy now coz my baby is here. oh well. the pair of vans i ordered online! gosh. cant wait for collection and.. wear it! alright. i think i need to name my babies, too much babies alr!! LOL hmmmm... my polaroid shall be called baby1 psp, baby2 itouch, baby3 and my pair of vans will be baby4! :D 9:01 PM | 5 Comments School was boring and i am tired today      6:51 PM | 0 Comments Monday, April 20, 2009
first day of school. :D School was pretty okay today except for this morning when my laptop gave me some problems and i had to bring it down to check whats wrong. Ya.. and my class doesn't have any cute guys. DAMMIT! guess i'll have to wait till semester 2. :D and yknow i was like msging with beelin in class when she told me there's like one yandao in her class. so i like joked, asking her to tell the guy there's this chiobu in class W45M. HAHAHAH. and beelin showed him the text i sent. OHMYGOODNESS. this is so embarrassing! rwarrr!! alright, school again tml, gonna clear some unnecessary stuffs! i think i brought too much rubbish to school that made my bag damn heavy. LOL 11:58 PM | 0 Comments Sunday, April 19, 2009
checklist laptop check plugs check battery check mouse check wallet with ezlink card with cash with other important stuffs check itouch check water bottle check packet tissue check wet tissue check cardigan check book(Twilight!!) check organiser check pen check TML MORNING: phone retainers hmm. is there any other things that i need to bring? and my classroom's going to be at W45M. HMMMMMMMMM..... WHERE THE HELL IS W45M??!! 11:26 PM | 1 Comments just in case in case i get all tired and lazy to blog tonight...... I'm gonna tell you guys, i'm starting school tml!!!!! HOHO! but i'm going for work later on, damn. am soooooo so tired. anyone wanna slide me? 9:32 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, April 18, 2009
cheers!          3:25 AM | 0 Comments Friday, April 17, 2009
flirty shyty well guess what. i met a really strange guy at work today. he tried to impress me but nope! i'm not! oh ya, and he tried to flirt like wtf? and even asked me to choose something from my own work place and he wanna get it for me. (hmm... nice try) okay and he stayed up for like 15 mins chatting me. (oh gosh) this is just terrible, i had to entertain him. and i went phew after he left. actally there's more but i'm really lazy to elaborate more. work was damn funny with Jessie today. yeah. okay i'm tired. i'm meeting my friends tml night. :D happy happy happyyyyy. 1:25 AM | 0 Comments Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Orientation Day 1(also my last day) The orientation sucks. :) anyw, am happy that STA has LOADS of gorgeous ppl, you wont know how much time i'd spent eyeing on pretty girls and cute boys. haaaaa. jojo was right after all. ;) alright! i'm tired, going to sleep soon. GOOG NIGHT! 8:32 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Cecilia is all ready for school tml. :D alright.... it's just an orientation! 10:15 PM | 3 Comments no gold :( alright. i dont feel like blogging,but i think i needa update a little? today was practically a very rush day for me coz i got mixed up with the whole timing. yeah. i had appointment at 2.30pm and i kept having this thinking of leaving home at 2.30pm. hmm. wrong. so wrong. okay ya. so i was left with 30 mins to prepare(packing my bag, shut down my notebook, take a bath and ya some touch-up)and leave the house. so obviously, i cant do that within 30 mins, over shot and ya!!!! late. so i took a cab there. the first cab i board doesnt have the nets payment thingy, but the uncle was nice enough to alight me somewhere and saying it doesnt matter coz i mind alot? and i kept saying sorry to the uncle. yeah, so i hailed for another cab and ya asked him to drive faster and he said cannot. -,- he only can try his best like wtf? the cab uncle drove me to places as if i'm touring around spore, its like the longest ride i'd ever taken? ya. okay nvr mind bout that. AND YKNOW WHAT? my appointment was 2.30 and i get to see my dentist at 3.30!!! arghsss!! wasted my money on the cab, should have taken the train down instead! so i rushed for nth!! damn it! and i went to see my dentist for like 5 mins and i'm out alr. nice, seriously. and i had to pay for the consultation fee- 34 bucks. damn it. i took a cab down to see my dentist for 5 mins and paid 34 bucks for seeing her 5 mins. wtf. 50 bucks gone on rubbish. i went to look for my collegue at work after that before heading to Haji. okay. and YA. my notebook cant fit in the bag!!!!! why like this? i cant get a gold notebook and now not even the bag. arghhhhh!!! so i got the baby blue one, same design. big envelope with strings. yknowwwww???? understand? em okay. but i really want the gold one. i'm very upset with the whole thingy, i want the gold bagggggg!! why like that! i want gold! angryyyyy! 12:28 AM | 2 Comments Monday, April 13, 2009
(continued) ohya. i'm up early this morning to chiong Restarurant city again. haaaaaa. no la, i got something on later so!! have to wake up early today! okay ya, i got dental appointment later and ya, i needa go over to Haji Lane to get the GOLD laptop bag. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! GOLD!!! OHMYGOODNESS. cant wait to take a photo of it after i got it. yeah, and i needa bring my lappy down coz the other time i did not dare to get it coz lappy was not with me. :( so ya! today! hoho. gonna bring my lappy out later. em ya. anyw, back to ytd. HMMMMM. i entered a guys' toilet!!!! my goodness. thinking back bout it seriously made me felt sooooo stupid. well. partiality was my friend's fault as well. coz i was busy typing a text in my phone ya and that made me went into the wrong toilet. DAMN. and i was so stupid enough to walked all the way to the basin didnt even noticing it was the males' toilet. argh. yknow i turned around to see like why so many of those guys' cubical yknow? and my first thought was:" oh they're for the toddlers" coz female toilets have em as well(some). after like a few seconds i then realised i might be in the wrong toilet. and ya! i ran out to check. HAHAHAHA. lucky there's like NO ONE in the toilet! if not, i think i'll stuff my head inside the toilet bowl. HAHAHAH. alright. my experience with the male toilet. ;) 12:20 PM | 0 Comments okay back. em. i'm tired, continue tml. LOL. YA. BYES! 2:08 AM | 0 Comments alright. since i got nth to do besides looking at the my game, shall take the time to blog a little. heh. oh yes, i'm so obsessed with the game. I invited alot of ppl to the game and all of em seems to have over take me in the levels like wtf? must they choing until like that? HAHAHAHA ya, so i'm like choining now. wait........ chatting in msn now....... brb 12:08 AM | 0 Comments another obsession  RESTAURANT CITY! YAY! 12:02 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, April 11, 2009
when boredom is taking over..........  11:46 PM | 0 Comments all these workings and sleeping late each night gonna kill me one day. have to sleep now or i'll seriously faint at work one day. HAHAHAHAH. be sure there's a superman around so that he/she can fly over and save me from falling flat onto the ground. HAHA. toddles~ ;) 1:03 AM | 0 Comments Friday, April 10, 2009
birthday celebration oh yeah, i just got home after a birthday celebration for junhao. haha. alright, not really celebration. em how should i say this. well. em ya, celebration la. steamboat at bugis and movie at Cathay. yes. we watched Fast and Furious 4 and the movie was omg! damn exciting! :D and guess what? i finally know who's the Samantha they were referring to. goodness. she was my primary schoolmate. omg. this is like sucha small world. yeah yeah yeah, and when ppl mentioned Samantha from my pri school, i'll always go like who is it and got another one meh? HAHAHAH. NOW I KNOW WHY. coz she didn't tell me her English name she named for herself, instead, her Chinese name! ya, ysee. :) not bad, seriously.  after so long, we finally managed to meet up and sort of hang around. unlike ytd when you came to fe to look for me! awhile only! see you soon, you brown hair girl. HAHAHA. alright, happy birthday junhao! see you soon too! rpppppppp orientation! 3:03 AM | 3 Comments Thursday, April 09, 2009
in short 1. work was okay today.(8/4) 2. Huiqing came to look for me. (YAY) 3. Saw Adam and he was like "CECILIA!" and i went "EH!!!" (hahahah) 4. got my 4th pair of leggings. (YES!) 5. saw mable at one of the shops when i was walking around during my break time. 6. walked to pacific plaza to get a mcchicken burger and a bottle of drink. (-,-) 7. ate mars balls which Jessie offered me. (nice....!) 8. made new friends. (:D) 9. a last min text from Wei Loong saying he wont be able to join us for supper. 10. supper with the two guys. 11. "ah gold gold sis" *roll eyes* 12. saw beelin at my block. *sighs* (she's waiting for me. LOLOLOL) 12:54 AM | 7 Comments Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I had a hard time loading these photos up.  OKAY. i met my schoolmates today. well a mini gathering ysee coz there's only 5 of us who were able to turn up today and ya! just the five of us! not really that bad though. em ya. we met up at like 1pm. LOLOL. that is like the earliest time we will ever meet coz i had to be home early. yknow. Tuedays = off days = had to be at home by 8pm. yes. Tuesady nights had been a bother. lunch at pizzahut, i dont like it. :( i mean the food ya. and we bought plain tees at 16bucks for 3! YAY! CHEAP DEALS! ya ya ya. alright, work tml and the other days ahead. busy busy busyyyyy. am working like a full-timer now. :(           11:54 PM | 0 Comments Monday, April 06, 2009
Hair Tutorial Ribbon-shaped Up-do 1:18 AM | 0 Comments Sunday, April 05, 2009
chiobu(s) LOLOLOLOL        1:22 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, April 04, 2009
later alright, i'm going to Haji lane later. to check out a few stuffs and ya, do some shopping. man. i'm having a very upset stomach, have been to the toilet like ??? times. :( 3:02 PM | 0 Comments Friday, April 03, 2009
"People say, ‘what’s the point in liking someone who doesn’t like you back?’ And they’re right, there’s no point. But you can’t help who you like, it’s not up to you… your heart just kind of decides for you and there’s no turning back once your heart makes up its mind." 11:19 PM | 0 Comments PLAY hi, i got drunk after one shot. yes, weak shyt. and the dance floor was soooooo packed with people. nvr felt so high before. 4:16 AM | 0 Comments Thursday, April 02, 2009
sweeeeettttttt probably the best day among the 3 other days i had for this week, i'm meeting the girls tonight after work at PLAY! sweet. :) 1:04 PM | 1 Comments Wednesday, April 01, 2009
threesome (damn)alright, april fools' and i was tricked by my collegues, knew that the bottle cap wouldn't be that easy as i saw it at some shop and even tried it before. i saw the bottle and was like yknow, stayed away from it, coz i knew what's gonna happen after trying to open it. but the guys kept saying its nth and i was like some dumbo talking to myself -,- so derrick tried to trick me by pulling out the cap himself, and he did it perfectly normal! i tried it after that and asshole! i got this sort of like "buzz" thing which felt like an electric shock. HAHAHA. april fools. :) anyw, work was fun today. had dinner with the guys after work, BUT KUT TEH! :D was totally bloated till i cannot finish the last rib in my soup and the rice which ended up the guys had to finish up my share. and yknow garlics were used to boil the soup, so ya. Jenson came out with a VERY GOOD IDEA. we played open numbers, and whoever loses will have to eat the whole of that soft garlic, we had two, so two out of the three of us are going to eat em. KNOW WHAT? i got it twice, ate twice, both mine. :( and the two assholes kept laughing their heads off. screw you. the garlics is just freaking disgusting, damn soft, almost puke out. and i went town with derrick after that to... hahaha shop! no luh, just to get my pair of shoes but urghs. out-of-stock. and i ended up getting a badge from Agnes b. YAY :) but not the one i really want. so, not yay. :( 11:50 PM | 0 Comments forgot i just noticed. its 1st april. April fools' day. 1:36 AM | 0 Comments Older posts Newer posts |