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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
don't let the trend make you feel unbeautiful i am so afraid of seeing ppl in the same outfit as me in the streets. okay, mayb everyone is. HAHAHA. therefore, i will always take note of what ppl wear wherever i am, if i see it like more than 3-4 times. GONE, THAT WHATEVER TOP/BOTTOM IS NOT GOING TO BE IN MY CARDBOARD. yes, this is how i work with my outfits. and i do not join back orders in any of those blog shops you see online, coz that is a sign of telling you guys: I'm going to see someone in that same outfit as me SOON. well. i actually do have like a few that i see ppl wearing em in town. urghs. no choice right, love it too much, like wise, everyone is following the trend, no? alright. tell me. should i get a pair of ripped jeans? i know i'm gonna look lap-sap. haha. 5:06 PM | 0 Comments i dont know what i want and whats my goal in life. living aimlessly each day. what the hell am i doing? wi is everyone having so much fun yet i'm here thinking bout all the shyts. can anyone guide me through? am living in sucha pain that i feel like banging my head against the wall each day. fuck what's inside me. i need a change, seriously. something new, something that is going to make me forget whats not worthy for me to think back. 1:50 AM | 0 Comments helppppppppp yeap ALRIGHTTTTT!! For the very last time, should i get my hair dyed? (damn, wi am i always asking this question all the time?) 12:34 AM | 0 Comments Monday, March 30, 2009
I LOOKED DAMN HIDEOUS HERE, BUT JUST FOR FUN THOUGH. WAS WORKING WITH DERRICK THE OTHER DAY.    12:50 AM | 0 Comments Sunday, March 29, 2009
Vans Abby  Hi baby, I'm going to get you soon, pls be more patient with me alright! Loveeeee ya. :) 3:03 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, March 28, 2009
backkkkkk. :) hey sup! i'm back. SO NOT YAY. :( It's just a two day one night stay over at my relative's place. rwarrr. momma lied and made me took 3 days off from work. damn. dont like this. okay anyw. i had fun! YAY. loads of fun with my cousins. most of em' can't rmb me or who i am. -,- some even had to ask the other cousin of mine like:"eh, who is that girl?", some even don't rmb my name, a few young ones don't even know who the hell i am to em'. GOSH!! HORRIBLE. Heh. but overall, fun! yes, all i can say is fun coz my cousins are really cute and noisy and funny. OMG. Esp Yi Jia, this 6-year-old cousin of mine. CUTE! she's very quiet and all she did was sitting beside me looking at me playing my psp without even trying to talk to me at all. goodness. so i tried talking to her and.... her voice is soooooo cute! and her hair. HAHAHA. like Bobbie(this doll sold at my work place) cute cute cute. :D and another two bullys up on this post will be another 2 cousins of mine. rwarrrr. totally no respect to this elder cousin of theirs. >:( HAHAHAHHAHAH. BULLYS! and i taught math to one of my cousins. and sob :'( forgot the formulas that needed to be used in the circles and angles blabla. damn. thrown all the math formulas back to Mr Rao, Mr Gan and Mrs Chew. LOL. oh and ya. we had supper in the streets on the first night. Unhygienic food, dirty place. YAY. FAV! foods stalls in the streets which we seriously do not see em' here in Spore. suckkkkk. we went to this em.. place as well where all the real pigs are slaughtered, roasted and sold at. well, not really as in live pigs and are being slaughtered there. imagine all the pigs' crys, eeeww. i don't want to hear em' alright. okay, it's actually they're like slaughtered somewhere and brought to the shop in big and ya... their body luh, not in those small portions, ONE FULL PIECE OF PIG LYING ON THE TABLE, W BLOOD OOZING OUT FROM THEIR BODY. O.o and houseflies flying all over the place. okay, and chandol again in the streets. Bought 80 plus packets of sweets, close too a 100 costing over RM200 at some provision shop. 10 packs of coffee powder??? and steal some cheap deals over in msia. stuffs sold in spore are always that EXPENSIVE. like forever, i always forgot to keep a look out of the Polaroid films over there, they might be cheap huhuhuhuh? the weather over there is like extremely hot, i took 3 baths within 10 hours, removing and putting necessary stuffs onto my face, taking out and putting on the lens over and over again. *shakes head* hot, like much more hotter than the weather in spore. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Can't wait to go msia again. to see my cousins! YAY. JUNE HOLIDAYS. I'M COMINGGGG! wait. is there june holidays in Poly???!! 11:47 PM | 0 Comments Friday, March 27, 2009
Mission: To catch a Pikachu in Viridian Forest and head to Pewter City. And now all I need to do is train that super weak Metapod and get it evolve to a Butterfree! 12:27 AM | 0 Comments Thursday, March 26, 2009
FINALLY The ppl from HR finally hired someone right this time. ;) whats with the two weird ppl, "hand phone seller" and "bitter gourd face" before? HAHA. Yes, finally. Someone right and normal this time, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY! ABLE TO CLICK WITH US LIKE HAHAHA. Can join in our bitching conversation alr. Well yes, i was working with this new guy today at Dusty on his second day. Hoho. Em. Seriously, not bad. Haaaaaaaa. I immediately texted Chris after he arrived for work. Okay, I'm working again tml ya.. and going to Msia on Friday. YAY. :) 12:14 AM | 2 Comments Tuesday, March 24, 2009
momma misses you I wish i had a set of crooked teeth like before. My set of teeth looked too neat and fake! Don't like it. Miss my braces. :( 1:33 AM | 0 Comments Sunday, March 22, 2009
Birthday boy Happy birthday to Derrick, which he had reminded me for umpteen times at work today. oh yes, i made it right this time, you're 19!! goodness. how dare you lied to me that you're 14?!! rwarrr! alright, happy birthday. :) 1:54 AM | 0 Comments Mosaic Music Festival Anwy, i went to the Moasic Music Festival at the Esplanade on Friday night. Gosh, Almost Alive was awesome. Love one of their songs till like omg. but unfortunately i couldn't find the song anywhere in __________. DAMN. Hi james, pls send me the rest of the photos, coz my comp can't read em'. thank you.    1:07 AM | 2 Comments miss alright. now i miss my long hair. great. all thanks to that stupid and final decision i made. :( i want mah long hair. LONG HAIR LONG HAIR. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. LONG HAIR. I'M GOING CRAZY SOON. 12:41 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, March 21, 2009
happy pill   each time i pop a happy pill, i'm gonna tell myself:"Cecilia, be happy." 2:58 AM | 0 Comments Friday, March 20, 2009
volleyball player(w leg hair) VS. golfclub  1:27 AM | 2 Comments Thursday, March 19, 2009
*yawns* i'm really very tired now coz i slept really late last night and had work early this morning till just now which is like full shift? a last min change if not i'll be like asleep from 6plus onwards. LOLOLOLOL. yeah, anyw. I met really nice customers today, i don't know wi, mayb i am in a good mood which made me chat with em like nobody's business. i don't really do that yknow, like aiyah you buy then go luh. bad service, yes i know. okay ya, and i saw my aunt and uncle with my cousin. yeah. see. now they know where i work at and they're so gonna get staff discount from me. :S oh ya, i went to school ytd to configure my lappy. goodness, the whole configuration thingy took 4 hours!! damn, and i cant leave the school compound. but!! i met Hakim there! LIKE OMG, MY PRIMARY SCHOOLMATE. okay, not really like i suddenly see him in school or something, we actually talked in msn the previous night and ya! he went to sch ytd as well to fix his comp or his friend's comp. eh. i dont know. yup. and we met up. damn. that guy is so tall now, 1.81m! 20cm taller than me, made me felt like a dwarf beside him. Grrrrr. still can rmb how we behaved in primary school days, coz he liked one of my friend, so ya. guys always do that isn't it? talk to the girl's friend that he admires and ya to help him. MUHAHAHAHA. kids. ;) oh and know what? Sean(another primary schoolmate of mine), arranged a PRIMARY SCHOOLMATE GATHERING. can you believe this? I nvr expect there will be such gathering, it's common for secondary schoolmates, but pri school? HUH? haha. i told joyce, and she said "ah.. ya..." wtf luh. *rofl* okay, i dont think i can even go ya. i actually had something on but i need to talk to my parents first? i dont know? h8 missing out those fun stuffs. :P em next tues, see if i can meet up with my primary school friends. LOL! I WANT TO LAUGH! 11:46 PM | 2 Comments Wednesday, March 18, 2009
midnight cycling My legs' aching, my knees' aching, my arms' aching, my butt's aching. AIYAHHH! my whole body is just aching alright!! Went midnight cycling last night with a few of my church friends- Xuan, Joey, Ernie, Tony, KM. GOSH. I'm so tired, and my legs, ma-chiam kui zui. LOLOLOLOL. Can you believe that I haven't exercise for like one year plus and i went cycling with em for the whole night? Gosh, that is just so hardcore and now i'm having body aches. nice. However, last night was definitely fun. :D cycling from places to places, checking out the red-light areas, supper near our old church, stopping to check the maps in case we get lost. XD Being barked at by SUPER-DUPER BIG DOGS, we were so afraid that the dogs might jumped out of the fence and i seriously do not know what to do if that happens, cycling through bugis street which is like freaking crowded most of the time or mayb all the time, that is wi i hated bugis street sooooo much that i stopped going there since.... I don't know? Esplanade, Spore Flyer, SMU. Up and down the slopes, changing gears from H to L? speeding down the roads(okay, thats what i love the most :D), mcdonald's breakfast at the super earliest time we can ever have- 4am!! 5 hours of cycling. Man. that is just so fun. HAHA. and i'll nvr forget what the uncles scolded me as si zha bor(crazy girl), and hiong(fierce). coz i dashed out of the road when it going to be green lights for the cars.                          2:05 PM | 2 Comments Monday, March 16, 2009
i kept my promise PHOTOS ARE NOT IN SEQUENCE.                      3:56 PM | 10 Comments Older posts Newer posts |