Suicidalplayground 11 minutes of sober
About I'm Cecilia. Facebook / Twitter / Instagram @suicidalpg ceciliafoo.carbonmade.com/	Wednesday, December 31, 2008 He's egg-teen Well. okay anyw, I just reach home. Was celebrating ZL's birthday at New York New York at City Link a few hours ago. Heh. We ordered em.. this super big couple meal which has one whole chicken(is it?), chicken chops, pork rips(is it called this?), salad, wedges, baked beans. We also ordered seafood pasta, clam chover, cheese sticks? and bloody eyeballs(the drink). And know what? all these were already more than enough for the four of us, we actually left half the chicken untouched coz we were seriously damn full. anyw. Happy 18 birthday Zu Liang! 5:15 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Its been awhile since i last updated my blog. I'm sorry if i let any of you guys worried or maybe ponder on whats going on with me and bla ya. I'm fine. not gonna say too much here coz i'm tried and eventually having a bad headache now. most probably tml or on the 31st. and i promise its gonna be a long post with quite a number of photos. but first!! I gotta get those photos from like a few ppl? yup. good nights! 4:58 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, December 13, 2008 empty at heart I am very depressed. I need a hug. and cry my heart out. 3:51 PM | 5 Comments Tuesday, December 09, 2008 guess? was supposed to be off tml, all thanks to me. I agreed to replace someone I guess and my off day will be changed to wed! I'm so scare I might fall sick again like the other time, no way man! okay anyw... guess whose spects is this? :D 3:45 PM | 0 Comments Sunday, December 07, 2008 a disease in my mind I hope everything can come to a stop. It seems like it had become a habit that I'm doing it almost everyday. Sometimes I'm like wondering why I can draw a smile on my face, chat so happily with any other ppl, laugh real hard at jokes and even listen to a friend telling me her own doubts when I myself wasn't that good either. Same prayers were made almost night, has God heard mine yet? I need peace. 2:54 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, December 06, 2008 Fortune teller: Miracle fish Just now(around 1 hour ago), my sister showed me this thingy. It's a piece of very very thin and super light piece of red clear paper, in a fish shape. She said the fish will move and will tell you 'bout your mood. Thinking its something novelty, I tried it. She placed the "fish" on my plam but it didn't move -,- so she said my mood was dead(as indicated in another piece of paper which she showed me after that). We tried it on my sister's plam after that, and its head and tail started to move. Yeah. I thought it was the wind and actually insisted 'bout it, coz its head and tail moved as well on my palm. So ya. The wind? BUT. until 10 mins ago when I tired the miracle fish again(with no wind blowing from anywhere), the fish actually curls up entirely(which indicates: Passionate)!! So? What is it? 4:21 PM | 2 Comments Thursday, December 04, 2008 egghead? 3:40 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, December 02, 2008 dizzy. burning. red. last night was a very beautiful night coz J came over to my work place to fetch me back, however my world turned into hell this morning, it's like some devil is following me everywhere, making things terrible for me. I'm sick. bloody fucking sick. I had fever which was so high that it made me feel dizzy and pain in my brain, burning red hot face when I looked at the mirror. I had to give work a missed today and most probably tml coz the doctor said the sickness I'm having is some kind of infection(if i'm not wrong) which will cause my fever to come back as and when it likes and I had to pop 2 panadols each time. The medication was totally sick as well, big white tablets, luckily I didn't receive any syrup type, I h8 tasting the horrible taste but i had to swallow two from each type. Like totally sick la!! I'm so unhappy, this sickness made my plans down the dustbin. h8 you!! 10:43 AM | 3 Comments Older posts Newer posts