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Thursday, January 31, 2008
 Oh God. I wish I can get the camera real soon which is so not possible at all. (Damn) I got like tons of things to do with it okay? Thinking 'bout it just makes me go nuts. fark. The school called me today, I needa see Mr Chui tml. 3:47 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Okay so just two days ago, J said he had a very happy day with me that Saturday. And now, we are quarrelling. fuck. This is so forever okay? I had my dental appointment again today, she put something around my back teeth which was like so pain, I even feel like asking her to skip that step or putting my hand in to take it out. It's hurting my gum plus teeth. And I also almost puke, 'course she put her fingers so into my mouth, reaching my throat in just a few mm-s. I just handed my form to school, say 100% is my bar, I got almost 99.9% of not wanting to go back. Yes. 'Course I'll be so alone. :( But its also not a comfirm plus chop that I can go back. School may not want me? zzZ Now I know Chong Liang is going back to school too. 4:20 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 28, 2008
Regarding my 'O' level results, I'd gave it a thought, I decided to retake my 'O' levels again this year. I'm not going to Ite. Obviously, I'm going back to Greenridge. (Damn!) Thinking 'bout waking up early for school is already sick enough for me. I guess it's only me thats going back, my other friends are either privates, poly, ite. Well well. Gona be like alone for the whole year? But at least there are still a few friends which I know. (: Okay, so yah. I needa:
Anyway, Jon and I celebrated our 10Th month yesterday at town again. Cuppage-ed for awhile, dota ofcos. Saw Wei Leong at Num again, this time with Nicholas too. So chatted for awhile, asking how was his results. & today, I went Marina Square with my family. 3:44 AM | 0 Comments Friday, January 25, 2008
I'm feeling very vexed now, all because of my results. Honestly, I didn't get a very good result as what I'd expected and may be my parents too? I'm feeling very shameful 'bout it, 'course the points is way to high for one to except it, somehow so.. useless. Everyone like kept asking me 'bout it, I really wish they could stop.(Sorry, I sound abit mean here) I'm considering of retaking my 'O's again this year, but Mr Gan asked if I were to retain, will I really study for it? I won't. And privates is definitely a no-no, my sister is taking it now, and I'm very sure my parents can't afford anymore. So my only choice, ite. I'm very reluctant to continue my studies there, really very reluctant. But I really got no more choice, the poly doors are not opening for me, only those of what I don't want are. 2:52 PM | 2 Comments Thursday, January 24, 2008
I'm missing Ben & Jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice cream! (: Aww. I haven't been eating ice cream for a very long time, except that small greentea mochi ice cream I ate last Sunday. That is way too small for me to enjoy, so it doesn't count okay? Haha. Yeah yeah. Anyway, that mochi ice cream is super nice also, you can go like "Mmm.." BUT! It's very expensive, 2bucks for an ice cream which is smaller than your palm. *Sighs* Get it from Beard Papa Sweets if you happen to pass by. ;) 'O' level results are releasing in less than 24 hours time, are you nervous? I bet you are, 'course I am too! I'll be putting my fingers cross on those bad results. No-no, don't come to me. (but I think it will..) Okay, never mind 'bout that, leave all those to tomorrow. Good luck peeps! 1:08 PM | 0 Comments Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Hoho. I'm getting more and more lazy already, not even bothering to to come online at night. :S I'm busy playing with Harvest Moon in my psp lately (: I know how to play already, it's soooooo addictive! I went for dental appointment this morning, took the train instead of the bus.. Bla bla. Okay, they are just crap. I reached the place like super early? I got my temporary tooth up, I hate it, how I wish I didn't agree to get it up there. 'Course it's like a sweet stuck up there, and I kept playing it with my tongue. Very irritating. 'Course you see, it's not connected to my gum, it's like to the braces. So it still movable. Haha. Anyway, it's for temporary. Jon and I hardly have time for each other already? He's sooo so busy with his school, plus his long hours in school, he tends to get tired easily and needa sleep early. So the time spent on the phone gets lesser and lesser, and our meet-ups too. I'm seriously very sad, like somehow feeling.. neglect. 2:40 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 21, 2008
Haha. I'm feeling super lazy to update, seriously, I don't know what to say here.. .____. Well. Never mind, lets start with Friday night. (: Jon made me wait for his call which was like.. Rarrr! I need to wake up very early yah, on the next day which was a Saturday morning. And because I waited for his call, my time for sleeping has been reduced. !@#$%^&* :D I went to SP for a parent's seminar on Saturday, and wasted our afternoon there touring the business courses. But at least I got a clear view of what tourism is all 'bout, it's 'bout service. And you know, I'm super bad at it. So, Tourism is out! How great. Results will be releasing soon, I can't wait to see how bad/good I've done. I guess I'll be more on the bad side. Duhs! Family day at town. Haha. It's like the first time, but it's not luh. Did some shopping for CNY. Mom kept showing me clothes, clothes which suit her age. *Laughs* I got a pair of flats from Charles and Keith. Loves! (: Having steam boat in Church on the third day of cny. Dad asked if I want to bring Jon along. But too bad! Mom says no. (: Em. Actually my parents know 'bout him already, saw him on the photo, in my wallet. Haha. Mom will ask 'bout him once in awhile, they like want to see him but I like forever also don't want em' to see? (: 3:46 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, January 19, 2008
It has been quite some time since my family last took a photo together. & tada! Heres one. (:  Oh yeah, my dad just turned 50 yesterday(18/01). Isn't it obvious? His birthday! Hahs. Just had a celebration over at Uncle Khoon Phing's place + cell. Yah, quite nice. I was being asked to play a game with the adults. LOLS. Then Joshua was like disturbing me while I'm playing with em'. Yipees! Dental appointment this coming Tuesday, changing braces colour soon! ;P 4:46 PM | 0 Comments Thursday, January 17, 2008
Em. I'm kind of confuse with the comment from my previous post? I went "HUH?" after reading it, cause I totally have no idea what that guy is talking 'bout? Feeling kinda creepy too, I can't even have a good game in Gunbound. Lols. Okay, never mind. Maybe commented in the wrong blog? .______. Lets talk 'bout today, I went to Jonathan's place because I need to wait for my jeans to be altered. It's for the CNY. (: I'm almost prepared for it, just another top and something for my feet! :D I'll leave that when I'm out with my girls. ^^ Oh yah, Jonathan treated me like one of his WWE wrestling player, he tried all the whatever tricks on me, like what choke slam; body slam, bla bla bla. Hello? I'm a girl leh. *Shakes head* I slipped in the toilet too :( I wanted to close the small window inside the toilet, so that none from higher levels can see what am I doing inside. I guess I walked to fast and I slipped, yah. My right foot hit onto the so called divider between the one for the shower and business use. My arm onto don't know where, gona turn blue black soon. Rarrrs. So pain luh. Oh. Working tomorrow. 4:35 PM | 1 Comments Wednesday, January 16, 2008
 My earpiece is spoiling, I hope to get an ipod asap. I will be more happy than any other people if I could get the 8GB red ipod nano- previous generation I saw from the US Apple web, it so damn chio luh. I really hate the new ipod nano design. Hello? What's with that bimbo small design? So ugly P-L-E-A-S-E. Rarr. I don't know how to get it here luh, it stated 149 in US dollars, I think its kind of cheap? I don't know. But PLEASE, someone help me to get it over here? Haha. I've asked Jon to help me check with his friends already, but I haven't get the answers yet? Rarrr. Anyway, I've made another choice if I'm unable to get the red one. Maybe I will be getting the 8GB black refurbished iPod nano from Spore Apple web? Cause the 2GB is always OUT-OF-STOCK. Jon and his friends got those refurbished ones? And they said they were like new, and so far no problems with it. I'm eyeing for a checkered boyfriend shirt which I saw online just now, its 24bucks. Damn with that chio-ness, if not I could save that 24 bucks. I saw another one too, through online also, its light purple vertical stripes, but because people are biding for it, I decided to back out. Oh my gosh, I spending money like water flowing through the tap? *Roll eyes* And I'm not gona miss Maggi & Me and 80s' Rewind tonight, I've missed two episodes already! 7:05 AM | 0 Comments Tuesday, January 15, 2008
My sister was viewing Amanda's blog when she asked me to see this.   Haha. I find em' super funny, so thought of sharing with you guys. :DD Oh duh. I felt like I'm forgotten. I told Jon to give me a buzz during my dinner break toady, but he didn't, so I thought I could be nice and give him a text first. All his msg-es were like in a sentence if not a few words? Then I finish my work at 9.15pm just now. Still the same, he didn't even give me a call. For two whole hours, not a call or even a msg. 3:29 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 14, 2008
 Jon's not answering my call which I don't know why. Don't know what is he doing yah? I hope its not that Tsy that we know..? Haha. I have no idea of what to blog luh, but anyway, since I'm kind of bored now, decided to blog whatever comes into my mind. :D Oh yeah, I just read someone's blog post. Yeah, it's 'bout this artist who made his drawings by masturbating over paper. Yah, you didn't see wrong.. Masturbating. "Eew!", isn't it? ._______. Wow wow. I find I haven't been zilian-ing for a very long time. LOLS. Cause I super hate the bangs I'm having now, I can see quite a number of people with that. It was like seeing my own alien on Earth. I even know someone which was having the same one too. I'm not trying to say anything here, cause you know, I so want the hairstyle I used to have. My super long fringe covering my right eye, which Jon always say I'm emo-ing. My long hair which I will always tie it like super high, almost reaching the tip of my head. Haha. I really miss that P-L-E-A-S-E. And for goodness sake, I don't know why my hair is like growing so slowly. Any hair tonics to recommend so that my hair can grow so fast that its as long as the Rapunzel's hair? *Tiao you{stare}* Alright, I need to off the comp already and watch the Coffee Prince. (: 4:31 PM | 0 Comments Sunday, January 13, 2008
Isn't it sad to see children suffering at a very young age? They still got a long way to go, and they are having those illness. I saw this family, a mom and 4 children. 2 girls and 2 boys. I don't know how to say, I can see the boys are suffering from something but I don't know what is it. I did not have enough sleep last night, I slept at around 4am in the morning and had to wake up at 7.45am for work. It's terrible, I'm like a dead person. Kept yawning while marking the children's work. X_X Chinese New Year is round the corner, I haven't even buy my clothes yet! >:( Girls, lets shop for our CNY clothes! :D Got my Ripcurl wallet already. I want fadded jeans, Pull & Bear's long sleeve top and a green top for CNY. Will you buy for me, Jon? 10:02 AM | 4 Comments Friday, January 11, 2008
Lost 8:35 AM | 0 Comments Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Gosh. I had kimchi udon for dinner, guess what happens next? Toilet. :S I went to school to get my GPA award, 150 bucks. :D School has changed alot, like some super pathetic place which no one wants, and there our school took it. Hahs. No luh, construction everywhere, even the canteen moved to the soccer field. Oh yah. Then town again, I guess that's the only place I always hang out at. We found this really cool thing from Taka,  It's a whole set of musical play note, like those tunes you can hear from a musical box, just that they have a whole range of songs you can choose from. (:  It's super cool and the tunes are nice too, there's even this "Swan Lake" tune. Haha. Here's two dumb photo. ;P   I went to check out the camera, Sony T70. Oh my. It's so nice! 400 plus I guess. zzZ. Need to save up. 5:42 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Somehow, tired and boring. Mom once told me, a human is the most beautiful/dashing/charming/pretty{or whatever nice you can think of} at the age of between 16-18. So her advice, treasure it cause you won't be 16 or 17 or 18 again once it's over. (: 3:59 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 07, 2008
 Oh yes, I can go to school to get my GPA award already. :D 1:41 PM | 0 Comments Sunday, January 06, 2008
I wish I could stop eating spicy food, cause whenever I do, I will be sitting at the toilet bowl, clearing my bowels. *Rarrr* Today was quite an unlucky day, I had all my plans planned, and because of that sudden rain that appeared in the later afternoon, my plans were ruined. I have work in the morning which ends at 3.45pm, after that, I will have to rush down to church to help up with the DR party. That rain really ruined everything, I got not enough money with me to take a cab down and neither do I have an umbrella with me at that time. >:( Because of the packed timing I have, I ran in the rain, bare footed from Beauty World to the bus stop. I am so drenched, totally lost and don't know what to do, I can't go church when I'm that wet. So I decided to take a bus home first, bathe and change into a new set of clothes. Ah. I reached home at around 5plus, too tired, I rested on my parents' bed and went to sleep till 8.30pm. Conclusion, I did not go to church. I want: That Ripcurl wallet. 3:51 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, January 05, 2008
 Rarrrr. Woke up super early this morning for the Toy'R'us. I'm like !@#$%^&*, it's so damn early. Jonathan also showed off his new 4GB ipod nano to me, I went !@#$%^&* too. You wait for me yeah? I'll get that in no time and we will be the emo couples. ;P Okay! Attended this briefing first then some hands on work. Just one more day and I will be saying bye-bye to 'em. Lunch at Mac, they don't have shaker fries anymore! Awww... & town! We bought this two little rainbow fish with a cute little smiley face, it's so cute please~!   & here's two photos of my   3:22 PM | 0 Comments Friday, January 04, 2008
Yeah~ Today was my first day of work, it was kind of nice, expect sitting on chairs with nothing to lean on. I was shocked to see my primary school friend there, Yi Bei! Hahs. Not bad not bad, I'm working with my friends and her! :D Okay, first day, just some easy work I guess, marking children's work, tick and cross, and recording some stuffs. Tomorrow is going to be a nice day too, I'm working with Jonathan at Toy'R'us! (: Just a two days work. 3:47 PM | 0 Comments Thursday, January 03, 2008
Aww.. First day of school in 2008, how much I miss that! Can't sleep the day before school, cause you be very excited for it. Haha. Waking up early to prepare your very best, wearing your neatly ironed uniform and carrying your school bag. (: OH, I really miss that, how I wish that I'm going to school now. :D Well, thinking 'bout going to school, I really miss those days, don't you? Everyone will used to hate their uniform once which I don't know why. I too, hate it before cause it's like ugly. Hahah. Then I will always fold my skirt, no, only one of my two skirts, cause it's long lah. Meeting up with Jonathan at Bangkit Lrt station if not in the train, carrying our couple school bag to school. LOLS! It wasn't really couple lah, we got it when we were not together yet. BUT! Jonathan had already confessed that he copied me! I got it first, around a month later, Jonathan bought it too. zzZ. Okay, then back to my story, we will walk this long path to Huiqing's block, trying to do some dating first before reaching there. HAHAH. Then we will meet up with the two girls, Lim Huiqing and Chew Ya Ying. Sometimes, for special occasions, Lai Meilin, Lai Meigwan, Mai Wanting, Elaine Seah, Zhang Yin and Lin Jing will join us at the block. {Lim Jing Ting reach the school already.} :D Aww.. And that's the school days. Jonathan and I had Carl's Jr two days ago, oh my gosh, the onion rings, I missed that! The burger is so big that we only ordered one value meal and we shared. Same goes to the big cup of drink. 4:16 AM | 0 Comments Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Good bye 2007, hello 2008! 7:44 AM | 0 Comments Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Eeew! The skin is peeling from my cheeks and nose. I want to get a camera of my own, I don't think I can get it from my parents, so I will have to save up money to get one instead. I just went to the Sony website and check out the cameras, DSC-T70 caught my eye, I want the black one. I'm not sure how much is it, but I'm sure I will take a very long time to save up the money. ): 6:55 AM | 0 Comments Older posts Newer posts |