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Monday, July 30, 2007
I was browsing through my old posts and I found this! I posted it out again cause I'm deleting away my old posts yah? ((: Test 1 - Jealousy Test Jealousy Level : 60% Description : You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show . You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone Test 2 - What type of personality do you have? Bright and Cheerful You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Test 3 - Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself : You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for : You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. Your views on education : Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you : You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success : You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of : You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self : You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. Gemini Girl: A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. Multi-task in another word. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She is able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. (GOSH!) Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally. 10:33 AM | 0 Comments Lalala~ I got like tons of things to talk about but I really really don't know how to start talking about em? Cause the ideas are like not there? Whenever I feel like blogging, I will always go zzZ lah. Hahah. So last Thursday, Jonathan gave me this cute little thingy, I called it the playhouse model lah. Really look like some playhouse, just that it cannot be taken out to play. -___________- I wanted to make this too for his coming birthday, but never mind, I will always have Plan B. (((((((: See the playhouse! :D  Oh yah, then Friday, we went Town again? (: Saw Yanting and Eunice. Hoho! & here's my all time favourtive song, 4 in the morning. ((((: BB! 8:47 AM | 0 Comments Sunday, July 29, 2007
Hahah, I received a text from WANTING asking me to link her up. Yups, & there you go girl! For don't know how many years you now then give me your link uh? LOLS! MY BLOG IS ROTTING SOON! :'( 12:34 PM | 0 Comments Thursday, July 26, 2007
Gahhhh. Don't need to celebrate my "back of modem", it's confiscated again. Hahah. If that man is going to put that modem back, then good, if not, then just let it be? I'm not going to bother about it anymore, he's just wasting my precious time begging like some stupid dog. (: What Mr Koh read to us today during Assembly was so meaningful, he told the school about this mother who sacrifice one of her eye for her son, her son didn't know about it and thought she was born this way. So he's always feeling embarrassed to have this mom, treating her badly and may be I think didn't want to own her is it? Yups. Her son then learned about all these after his mom died. zzZ. I don't think I've explained it very clear? Er.. Okie, simple. It's sad, I cied lah. And Baishuo made me embarrass lah, ask me whether I need a piece of tissue anot? HELLO? She's like so loud lah. -_____________- Okok, then back to class, another two peiods of Pe to go. I was squarting outside my class with Zhangyin and Linjing. Hahah. Quite a number of my classmates in class thought something happened to me? Hahs. But I was just looking at some ants carrying their food to don't know where? And yah? Home. :D Anyway, I don't think I'll be able to update tomorrow, so I will just post it today. & that is ...... Happy 4th month! ;D 9:31 AM | 0 Comments Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Oh well, for donkey years I haven't sit in front of my comp, blogging. That's like so werid? Yes, isn't it obvious enough, my dad returned the modem! Haha. I'm late for school for the past two days, lols. This morning, Jonathan passed me his HAHAHAH, cute little drawing.  Yes yes, I've also updated the rest of the Racial Harmony day's photo, they're all up on 20th July's post. Nothing to update too, celebrate for me my "back of modem"! Lols! 1:35 PM | 0 Comments Sunday, July 22, 2007
I just finished playing Monopoly with Jonathan.. I lost lah! Em.. Actually not really, if I didn't allow him to owe me money in the game, I bet he can't win lahs. Okie, going down for dinner soon. Tata~ :D 12:18 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, July 21, 2007
zzZ. I really hate being unable to blog at home? I can just blog whenever I want lah, but now is a no-no? My dad said he will return the modem at the end of this month, I'm not sure whether he will keep his promise or not? I hope he's not going to break it yah? (: Okies, tomorrow's Racial Harmony Day, as usual, students will be encouraged to wear costumes of other races to school right? Yeah yeah, I wore a yellow Malay costume to school today so does my classmates and even Jonathan. Haha! I felt kinda weird wearing that, there's like million pairs of eyes looking at you. But I feel okie after meeting Jonathan in the morning. Yups. What ruined the whole day are the normal lessons in school. Hmmm.. Cause you see, there's this "costume competition" going on during recess. Okie, so a few of us were like curious to see whose there? I guess not much people joined the competition, so we were like being pulled by Mdm Teo to participate in it. Yes. Elaine with Hueibao, Me with Jonathan and Huiqing and Wanting. We were like zzZ and pai seh. Follow by a debate in the hall during Life Skills lessons, quite fun lah. Then photo-taking in class after that. I only got a few here, others were with Elaine, so I'll just post up whatever I had here alright? :D   Huiqing; Zhangyin [I guess you should know why do that there?]  Jonathan and me. :D  Yewhui  Meilin Yups, that's all I have here, I will update more when Elaine has sent me those that I don't have. Hahah. Okok. BB. Edited:   Elaine; Wanting     8:29 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, July 14, 2007
Wow wow. Since I have the time to blog again, I shall blog! Hehhehs. Harry Potter's out man, I'm gona watch it soon. Hahah! This whole week is super boring lah, I can even list out the things I've been doing. Yes, like school in the morning, remedials in the afternoon, home, nap, dinner then tv show and sleep! All these have been repeating through out the week, it kinda suck. I wish there's something new to be out soon if not I'll be bored to death! If I'm not wrong, last Wednesday, my mood was damn lousy lah cause of what my dad did. I asked my dad back for the modem, his reply was super sucky, he banged the door. I was like fuck lah. Don't bang the door if you don't intend to return it to me, just give me whatever reply you want to. May be abit emotional, I, hmm.. cried. Yah. Show me your attitude, but don't show me those bad temper you had like what my dad did. Okok, I have to continue with my Maths, if not Jonathan don't let me play Audition? Hahah. :D 6:41 AM | 0 Comments Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Okie, I'm in school now using this bloody damn slow comp?! Yeah, Wanting's now sitting beside me? Hehs. My dad confiscated my modem again therefore I'm unable to blog lah. I MISS BLOGGING! ): I got so much stuffs to blog the past few days, but I don't seems to know what I'm wanted to blog already. Duhs! Let me recall a few of what had happened last week? Is it Wednesday? Er.. Jonathan made pancakes for me in the morning? I also had my eyesight check, zzZ. My left eye increase to 200degree. I watched Transformers last Friday! Woot woots. I'm waiting for Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix to be out this Thursday! Hehheh. Okok, no time to update anymore. My worst and lousiest post ever. 1:38 AM | 0 Comments Monday, July 02, 2007
Ohoh. As Jonathan is sleeping, I'll take my time to blog now. Yes, I'm at his house. (: Doing some homework actually, yup yup. Mr Gun will be very glad to see his work done, I didn't complete it lah but at least I did more than half the paper? :D Oh yes, Jonathan waxed my hair just now? Hahah! Not bad sia. Muhahahah! I look so handsome. :DDDDDDD I'll upload it when I reach home. Read a few of the Little Miss books, hahah. Cute lah. Yes yes, cycling later. Hehheh. ;P Continued: I'm home already? Hahs, my tired legs are killing me. :S I'm so damn tired, cycled from Bukit Panjang back to CCK. zzZ Okies, as I've said I'll update my so called styled hair which was done by Jonathan. Yups and here it is!  Tada! Handsome girl. Hoho! Know what? I didn't play Audition for the whole day, that's a good start isn't it? :D Hahah, alright then, I'm gona stop here. A good night kiss for everyone! :X 3:12 PM | 0 Comments I want to watch Transformers and I'm waiting for Harry potter and the order of the phoenix to be out in the cinemas. :D Mood: Angry; Don't try to disturb me or fuck you! Oh great, I'm in super bad mood now. Not really much on what Jonathan had did lah, just my stupid fucking temper. zzZ 1:51 PM | 0 Comments I'm so hooked up to all the sweet and cold stuffs, especially ice cream! Audition! Shoo shoo~ I wish I haven't even started playing that game before. ): 7:50 AM | 0 Comments Sunday, July 01, 2007
 Red rose.
Xiaxue and Ros :D Episode 1 I like the Episode 2! Hahaha! Toyko Drift~ 5:44 AM | 0 Comments Older posts Newer posts |