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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Its late in the night and I'm alone in the hall updating blog ? Yeah . Everyone in my family has already fell asleep , I will turn in a abit later . School's fine , trying to be a tutor . Hahahs , only at my best subjects . It's kinda cool and best of all , revising all the old topics . Life's suck for me , it's like hell . I really hate to mention it , it spoils my mood . Guess I got to get out window shopping again , its the best way for me to cool myself down . I love everyone but everyone seems to love me more . LOL . I'm talking rubbish . I learn a new phrase too , "stop your crab and lobsters " . Isn't it funny ? It actually meant " stop that crap" . Yeah . I'm self-entertaining myself . I'm bored yeah ? Found a webby , my sister told me about it . I've read some of their posts and I love the way they post em' out , they're so cool and funny . Let me show you one example : What's an ah lian 1. Long rebonded hair when hair is ALREADY straight 2. Act cute poses when taking neoprints 3. Type with aLtErNaTe CaPs ^^ or alot of additional letters. "xiiaogurrl" :x 4. Add S, Z, X to the back of every word 5. Use "wOr" 'hEe' "nEhz" 'kEkEx' "mAhx" 'oHhz' or something like that 6. Include "gal" "girl" or "ger" in their usernames 7. Sometimes fat thighs + short DENIM skirts 8. Include unimportant information in their friendster (height, weight. LOL) 9. Add strangers to their account 10. "gerr misshh boii" "lorve euu" =pPp 11. Include their sad love fairytales in their friendster [[waitin fer yew ta cum back]] 12. Shop at aunty boutiques. (THIS FASHION) 13. Fetish for PINK. Everything HAS to be PINK. 14. Call themselves weird names. MILKster PINKster Pinkalicious missyprincess tootdolliex xiaokeaii- ahhlynn sadahgal 15. Must have JIEMUIs. [JIEMUII QINGSHENN] 16. Many god-bros and sis. 17. Yell, "NNB! Diao simi diao?" when you look at them 18. Loves techno 19. Wears PMK, NWO, Von Dutch 20. Attention-seeking hair color. Purple, Green, or Red. 21. Know nothing else except HOKKIEN profanities. :) Go to the webby to read more okies ? I like their posts . http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/ 3:59 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 29, 2007
Feeling so restless and cold . & some peabrain idiot is freaking me out . C'mon , don't think you receive a text from me means you're able to text me so on and so fore . Get it right , I'm being forced to do that . May be going out later ? My friends date me out to Vivo again , if I were to go there again today , it shall be the third time I've been to Vivo this month . Yeah . Okie , guess I'll stop here . Nothing to update anyway . B . 6:43 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, January 27, 2007
Hehs , another weekend . How I hate weekends , they are so boring ! I love going to school with so many people to joke and play with , secretly messaging people and to keep a look out of the teachers walking pass . That's so fun ! :D I spend another day without my dearest friend , i miss her ! Cos our tables are joined together , I can get to use her table to put my stuffs . Hahah . Without her in class , I cannot make fun of her ! Lol . Yups , everyone in school seems hyper active and talkative ! That's really very strange ! After Assembly , stayed in class with a few of my classmates to do a bit of homework , drawings and songs . Some drawings we drew :  Burger by Mei Gwan !  Hmm .. I'm not sure who drew it , either Mei Lin or Mei Gwan bah .  Yup , Mei Lin drew this !  & this is drawn by Wanting . It's kinda blur , but if u can get to see it clearly , it's funny . xD  Lastly , mine . Watching Skating With Celebrities , nice ! 12:55 PM | 0 Comments Thursday, January 25, 2007
Hey hey , I had braces on already ! Green rubbers ! Cool huhs ? Lol . I thought everything would be alright after putting in , I was wrong , the pain is killing me on the first night . I woke up quite a few times and was there groaning about the pain . I'm irritating lah . I love going to school the next day cos I'm so excited in showing everyone my green braces I had . I flashed my teeth at almost everyone in my class and some other peeps from other classes too . Almost everyone I knew had been flashed by me ! That's really funny and I love doing that . :D Because of the access wires that remained behind my teeth that is hurting my skin , I had to go back to the Dental Centre located at Outram Park for a change . I went there today and I encounter a worst thing in my life , that's to meet up with a horrible dentist ! She's a lady , okie ? Yups , so she took out everything on the lower set of teeth , taking the rubbers and wires out is already quite painful . But when she put a new wire and rubbers in , she's really scary . THEY'RE REALLY PAIN ! She pull and push my teeth , thinking of it makes me feel freak out . It was really very painful till I have tears on my eyes while she's still doing it . I'm not sure whether she saw it a not , but I knew I wanted to cry when I came out . I controlled myself until mom gave me a call , picking it up and I burst into tears . I guess mom was shocked , asking me what happened . I can truly say , I kept crying . From the cashier to the toilet , and from the toilet up into the bus . I wanted to call my dearest friend to cry to her , but her voice is too happy , so I didn't cried on the phone . Yeap , I've been eating porridge and those soft food that are easy to chew on these few days . I miss eating all those good food and tidbits that I eat everyday . Once I'm able to do that , I'll make sure nothing will be spared , all will be gobble up into my mouth . Heh heh , sounds horrible huh ? Okie , whatever . (: 2:57 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 22, 2007
Yups , I'm back from Crystal house , but will be going back again later for the real gathering . My family and I were already there in the morning to help up like cutting the vegetables and stuffs cos they want to make POH PIAH ! Hahah ! The actual time that the whole thingy will start is around 5plus . A photo of me and Joshua ! He's soooo cute ! :D  & yesterday , went Vivocity with my group of friends . It's pouring , so we can't really get out to look at the beautiful scenery . The bus we took there was leaking ! OMG . I was thinking what if the whole bus was soak with water ? Lol . Hmm .. Had Clar's Jr for dinner , the burger is too big ! I didn't finish it . Slack around , window shopping . Yups ! Around 8 plus , a few of us went over to Raffles City mall to look for Ya Ying . Brought a watch there , 22bucks . Arghs , I'm crazing for watches these few days . & photos of the day ! xD       FLASHING OUR TEETH ! Heh heh ! ((= 8:18 AM | 0 Comments Saturday, January 20, 2007
ROARRRRS ! I'm so bored at home , not even anything on the net can keep me from getting bored . Heh heh . I prefer the weekdays than weekends , weekends are so boring , other than going to church , there's nothing else that I can do . May be revising my school work bah . Hahas ! Mei Lin , Mei Gwan and Yew Hui told me that Oliver and Yi Ren changed their Chinese to basic Chinese and they were asking whether I want to change it too . I gave it a thought and think that it might be a good idea as I need not learn Chinese that hard anymore . But I'm still not very sure how it's going to be if I were to change it , so I guess I will check it out with my form teacher first before making a confirm decision . Last Monday , I went for dental appointment again , the dentist put some metals round 4 of my teeth . Putting it in was okay , but handing it while eating was sucky . I had to like eat slowly so as not to bite on the side of my mouth , but best was I can train myself to eat more gently . HAHAHAH ! So far , eating was still fine , no ulcers came out till yesterday . I bite too fast , and I bite on the side of my mouth very hard and it pop out a big ulcer . Continuously , I began to bite on that part of my mouth often . Lols . Okok , I guess I stop here le . BBB 1:41 PM | 0 Comments Friday, January 19, 2007
Lol , I'm kinda down ? Hmm .. but I don't wish to say it in here , overall , I'm still okie , just a particular thingy . Busy this week , trying to get all my work done . Remedials will be coming just next week , and I guess I'll be more busy . Omg , I'm hating Chinese again . May be because I can't understand what my teacher is teaching ? & I can't be bothered to ask him or even do his work . I so hate Chinese . But if there's only a pill in this world that could make my Chinese better , I'll surely grab this pill from anyone who is holding on to it . I'm so lazy to improve my Chinese . Hahah . I've been suspended from class for three hours , I don't even know what I've done , I just join in the crowd . Lol . Late for school today and even get confiscated for my earrings . I don't get it why he want to confiscate my earrings , its just a small stud . I promised , if you get to see what's my earring is like , you will say he's crazy . I guess he's jealous about my earring . :D Anyway , don't want to care about it already . Got this a pic from Kerin's friendster . Hahah . Took it while we were out at Vivocity at some cafe chilling . (: can you find me ????  ps : Happy birthday DAD ! :D 2:50 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 15, 2007
I CAN FINALLY SIGN IN INTO BLOGGER !! Arghs , I was so down for the past few days man , really very down . I was like complaining about it to everyone , so sorry or my complains . Heh heh . I guess if I'm not wrong , there's actually something wrong with my Internet explorer , something was not there . Okie , never mind , guess your won't get it . Okie , I'm gay now . :D  Strawberry chocolate cake ! The smell of the strawberry is so nice ! ((=  Our birthday girl .  Our DA JIE , James is trying to get her to take out those candles by her mouth .  Heh heh . =X  The dumb game we played , Greenridgens vs graduations .  Okie , I look dumb with my teeth in this pic .=X Yeah , that's all . Last Monday (8 January) , I went for my dental appointment , best was I get to leave school early ! Hahah ! Know why am I having dental appointments ? Yeah , I'm going to put braces . The dentist put small blue rubbers in between my teeth at the back where people mostly bite when they have their food inside their mouth . Putting in was fine , I thought that it wouldn't hurt . However , I was wrong , it truly hurts when I bite on my food . It also had made me feel discomfort as I always felt there's food stuck in between my teeth . Hahas , anyway , gona get them out tomorrow already during my appointment . ((= Show your some cute Cigarettes ? I found them in the net .    heart shape cigas ! Isn't they look cute ? xD Okies ,that's all for today . Bye bye ! (= 2:46 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 08, 2007
Yahs , back from a short revision at Bukit Panjang Plaza with my dearest friends & dinner with my parents . Hmm .. I guess I really can't have Hui Qing with me while revising , she's joking all the time and never failed to make me laugh and chat with her at all , she's too fun to be with ! (: Omg , I can't stand last night , I was so super tired and quite a number of people keep calling or text me . I need rest . Heh heh . Hey , know what about the Motorola V3 red ? Guess if anyone who read the newspaper or saw the advertisements would know about it . The Motorola V3 red is sold for raising funds for the Aids people in .... Africa ? I forgot where is the country . Tag me if you know , I lost the article . (: I think this kinda thingy is not bad , but using Motorola V3 is not really a good idea . They should either do this kinda investment when Motorola V3 just came into the market or on other new phones . Cos you see , Motorola V3 came out for like a year already , everyone knew what are the features like . If somone is to get a V3/V3i/V3x , that person would 100% comfirm get a V3x . The feature is much better than the other two ! It is a 3G phone and has a memory card . Yah .. Did I said it right ? But yeah , some people might still get the Motorola V3 red if that person is kind enough in wanting to help the people who got Aids . But still , I would suggest them to use another phone . :D The Host ! I saw part of the show outside Laser Flair , the show is so scary ... Wah lao , really really can't stand this kinda show , I can cry .. Stand there and watch it with my friends and already felt like crying . I don't know why , but that's my nature . :D Heh heh , tomorrow's the second week of school ! Excited hor .. LOL ! Okies , think I'll stop here . All the best for people who will be going to school tomorrow , tomorrow will always be a better day ! (: 12:16 PM | 0 Comments Saturday, January 06, 2007
ROARRRRS ! I miss blogging , sometimes even feel like rushing up to the computer to update my goings . Well , I can't . I have to control myself , if not I'll be using the computer all the time . Ahhha ! First week of school , everything turns out fine and I got a pathetic class of 20 pupils only . I also got great teachers , but had a bad one for accounts . Hmm , how should I say it ? She's a female , classy , english educated . But she had a super bad attitude , she's straight forward and can hurt someone's heart . This teacher is none other than Mrs Karen Heng . I'm not sure whether she can teach well , if so , I guess giving some attitude is alright . Remember the first day of school , she came in and said she saw our class results for accounts , and is total shit . Lols , it sounds cool yet hurting . & yeah , catch the movie Curse of the Golden flower this week before school starts , the show is great . War between their own family members , Jay killed himself in the movie . Hahas , funny lahs . Hehs , think I should stop here , will update again when I'm able to . 1:29 PM | 0 Comments Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Hiiiii everyone ! Hahahs , felt like I was away for a very long time , cos I'm just back from my Grandmother's place ! Hmm , I got a new phone ! (: Changed my phone to Nokia 6288 , and I loved it ! Changed my number too , my old number is still with me , it's not cut off yet , so everyone could still contact me at that number for like another month or so . Yeah . I got white , and my sister black . I'm the angel and she's the devil . HAHAHAH ! My white looks nice , but after sliding up , its like .. Arghs .. The keypad is black . So black makes the phone really nice . Okie , stop the phones topic now . Today , first post of the year ! Celebrations time ! :D Aww , & I'm older by another year , can't say sweet 16 anymore , but old 17 . Hahah ! Schools' gona start in just two days , I got to say goodbye to dramas , Internet , fun , shopping and many more . Cos when school's start , I'm gona work super dubber hard on my studies , really really can't slack anymore . I don't want to waste my time in ITEs or anythings , wana go straight to Polytechnic , may be to University too . In States , anyone could be a star without any education and get their pockets full of money , but in Singapore , we can't , we need education to get ourselves food and everything . So , I think people should be more sensible , no education = no money = no food = die ! Ok ? :D Will stop here liao . BBB ! 3:11 PM | 0 Comments Monday, January 01, 2007
Yeah , went to church yesterday for the post-Christmas celebration . Hahah , it was really fun . & everything ended at around 8 pm , continued to hang around there till 9 plus . Some of them suggested to catch a movie , but too late , we were all delaying it . Went down to Vivocity to check if there's a movie available , nopes . So went chilling at some cafe for some drinks , the place there is nice ! :D Yeah , we chat and also took some photos .  Xuan & me , blur .  First try .  Second try . Hahaha ! By the time we're ready to go home , it was already 11 plus coming near to 12am . Everyone of us rush for our respective transport , I rush for my train , others for cab and Samantha for bus . I was too late bah , train station had already closed , cab home . Reach home around 12plus . Get myself settled down and everything and received a call ! Hui Qing , she told me that Channel 8 is showing 9 girls and a ghost !!!!! That show is my favourite show , I've watch it while I was in primary 6 and it's the most memorial show that had stayed in my heart . I love the show till I could remember the title of the show and what the show was about . The show was starring by EDISON ! Omg , my shuai ge , EDISON CHAN ! I'm so crazy for him when I was young , I had many photos of him in my folder which I went around the net to look for it , I even print them out and put them inside my file . HAHAH ! & even dreamed of getting married to him . (: Ahhh ! & I'm crazy for him again . Woo hoo ~ He damn shuai lah , can faint already . LMAO ! 5:10 AM | 0 Comments Older posts Newer posts |